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Re: is anyone still active?

from placebo.pills on 02/27/2019 06:42 PM

not active but i get on every now and then

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Re: confused, would like some help

from placebo.pills on 02/12/2019 05:29 PM

it just sounds like general discomfort with your body, honestly. dysphoria is the disconnect from your gender (mind) and sex (body). unless you feel like your body is not your own because you know it's meant to match the opposite sex, i think that would be the time to actually consider identifying as trans.

your discomfort during your period is normal and feeling like you relate more to guys is normal as well (my sister doesn't have very many girl friends bc they cause her more trouble n drama at school than guy friends do). dissociating your face from your body is normal too; a lot of people tend to do that. having a baggier clothing style doesn't really lead to anything unless you're actively thinking about how it's going to make you look more boy-ish.

so think about it for a second:
besides top surgery and a deeper voice, are you comfortable with any of the other changes that come with testosterone? ie more facial/body hair, rougher skin, smaller chest, less curves (fat distribution part), etc etc
do you think you'll be happier being referred to as a male? name, pronouns, even just how people act around/towards you?

 

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big bad dysphoric hours, boys n girls

from placebo.pills on 01/15/2019 05:11 AM

so. i recently started that dreaded time of the month. i wasn't able to do as much classwork as everybody else bc the pain comes in huge ass waves really early so i was literally just staring into space and trying to keep myself from screaming bc of the pain in the middle of class. y'know. unfortunate normal things.
and all these cravings n big appetite don't help. everything about this stupid function keeps making me doubt myself even though i literally have no control over it. i keep thinking about how much easier it would be to, i don't know, accept that i'm a girl? but then it stresses me out even more saying that bc i'm that's not me. but at the same time i haven't felt like a boy.
i'm really questioning if i even want to change but the only reason i can come up with is because i don't want to be alive. why get changes if i don't want to be here. but i'm so confused. like my head's so clouded, i can barely think n shit.
i just wish i couldn not have this going on because i'm so much more confident in myself when i'm not on it. like i don't know but i do know that all of this confusion and mood swinging will go away soon but i want it gone now.
like everything just hurts and i know it's not supposed to hurt. it's not even supposed to be going on. and it gets me all super down n shit and i can't do anything. it just makes me dysphoric about every fucking thing. my chest, my legs, my face, my throat, my hands, my voice, my sitting position. everything. i'm so selfconscious about it all
idkidkidk 

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Re: eddie look i have clothes eddie

from placebo.pills on 01/14/2019 03:52 PM

no
no
no 

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Re: kids identifying as asexual

from placebo.pills on 01/07/2019 06:25 PM

i've been really uncomfortable with people supporting young kids identifying as ace because it's weird to be like "yes i allow young children to discover themselves in terms of sexual relationships."

the only time a kid should be looking into asexuality is roughly 15-16 with 14 being an exception. at that point, kids know about sex, are learning about sex education, and even having sex with other consenting 15-16yo kids.

adults shouldn't be supporting children like this. it's not right. 

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kids identifying as asexual

from placebo.pills on 01/07/2019 06:21 PM

kids shouldn't be identifying as asexual.
(tw: r*pe n other types of unconsented nsfw actions)

Definition of Asexuality (Merriam-Webster): not involving, involved with, or relating to sex: devoid of sexuality ; not having sexual feelings toward others: not experiencing sexual desire or attraction

this sounds like an absolute no-brainer but a lot of people still don't understand the issues with this and are still arguing that it's totally okay when it's not because:

1. kids under 14-15 years of age shouldn't be worried about sex
2. they shouldn't be sharing their personal relationship to sex to others (especially not fuckin' strangers)
3. forcing a label onto yourself that tells others that you aren't sexually attracted to others at such a young age is difficult to shake off if and when you find out that you actually aren't ace as you get older

somebody tried arguing that kids are able to identify as asexual, their points being:
"i know multiple people who lost their virginity very young so if someone who is under the age of 10 is able to decide to lose their virginity then someone under the age of 16 is able to decide whether or not they want to have sex"
"i'm living proof and have been for the past 5 years."

and in response to that... i freaked out. i didn't curse them out for sharing that sort of personal information or anything but i was genuinely upset that that's why they supported their stance on the topic.

if a kid were to be "hypersexual" or "asexual" even before puberty, it suggests that something bad happened to them (such as rape, molestation, sexual assault/abuse, etc.) or that they had a way too early exposure to pornography/sex. kids don't (and shouldn't) like the idea of sex. it should be presented to them as something that they shouldn't be doing until they're way older.
and yes, i have considered kids being curious because of what the person brought up in the discussion. kids losing their virginities before they are 15-16yrs. a kid who is 10yrs or younger is unable to properly consent, even if it's with another kid the same age.

it is out of pure curiousity and not an actual sexual urge because they haven't reached that point of puberty (in that situation, they haven't even started puberty).

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Re: reposting from blog

from placebo.pills on 01/05/2019 05:25 PM

YOU STILL HAVE QUOTEV?!?!?! DFIJKGBHNDFDG

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Re: tumblr aces vent

from placebo.pills on 01/05/2019 05:24 PM

i hate when tumblr aces feel the need to shit on lesbians just holding hands or kissing. like wtf it's not nsfw--

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Re: need to vent

from placebo.pills on 01/05/2019 05:23 PM

for the name part, try it online before you make your decision.
there's an app called vent and i'm in two groups: LGBT+ Chat and Transguys Chat, something like that. if a person wants to have others call them by a name they're unsure of, they just make a post and a couple of people comment things like "Hi x! I'm doing great! How about you!; What's up, x? How's your day going?" or even with pronouns like "I know x! He/she/they are really cool!; X is a really cool guy/girl/person. I love his/hers/their posts!"
For the most part, it's a really kind community. There's a lot of tucutes but there are rules against posting discourse in the chat so everything's usually calm. 

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Re: My intro? -Lucas

from placebo.pills on 01/04/2019 08:50 PM

if you start your youtube channel or post your story somewhere, let us know !
i'm 110% positive that all of us will support you bc that shit's rad as fuck 

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