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confused, would like some help

i have been wondering on and off if am trans. i'm a firm believer that you need dysphoria, but i'm just unsure if what i am feeling is that. i've read experiences of trans people and identified with several issues, but i am afraid i'm just confused. i don't want to start asking everyone to use a different name and pronouns with me, but at the same time i think that would help me better understand what it is i'm feeling? i am biologically female, and i've been questioning this with ranging intensity for about 2 years. recently i've been thinking about it a lot more again as i noticed things i felt uncomfortable with that my friends found weird when i brought up. a big example of this is that during my period, i feel insanely uncomfortable with my body and breasts. not in the way of normal cramps, but a really intense feeling of discomfort in my body and wanting to rip myself out of my skin. some other smaller things that i know aren't individually telling, but altogether are adding to me questioning are that i wear primarily baggy or oversized clothes, i tend to relate more to my male friends, and i generally notice that i dissociate my face from my body. i'm bisexual, and i generally like how my body looks, but (for a lack of a better way to put this) from a 2nd person view. it doesn't feel like mine, it's like appreciating someone else's figure and dissociating it from my own. when i focus on thinking of my body as mine, i often wish i had a flat chest. when i take into consideration some of the procedures of transition , i would like top surgery and for my voice to be deeper . any help figuring this out would be greatly appreciated

Re: I'm on Edge Now

the second link 404s

- wormboy, vincent

I'm on Edge Now

I'm not sure if I uploaded the picture correctly, but if not here's the link: 
https://www.deviantart.com/pride-flags/art/Gender-Dysphoric-748742395

I don't know if anyone has seen this, and I honestly don't remember how I came across it. Usually tucute/mogai stuff doesn't bother me too much? But I'm legit pissed 

https://www.deviantart.com/pride-flags/art/Cis-Trans-748736821

I also cannot even begin to understand this
I mean...even though there are some pretty ridiculous "genders" out there that I don't believe are real, I still kind of understand the reasoning behind them? But this....I'm just done

Essay on Gender

Not really a debate, but I wrote an essay for a project in English. We're supposed to pick a topic that is really broad, so I picked gender. I thought I would let y'all read it (I'm not looking for edits) and see what y'all think. 

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1OeIXgxHIKlWcJoXRKS1JhFGxuQZOEKM-Rz2AmZGFSCw/edit?usp=drivesdk

If the link doesn't work, please let me know.

Re: Lizard appreciation

idk your lizard but i love him and id kill everyone in the room if anything happened to him

your local gayboy mcfuck, aka the biggest bottom to roam this cursed earth

tucute loves misgendering me

is it me or do tucutes love doing shi.t that provokes a lot of gender dysphoria? because in my experience tucutes love nothing more than that.

examples:

* i asked a tucute to stop calling me gurl (because i actually have gender dysphoria unlike sOMe pEoPLE(not saying they don't since i cant know that, though i doubt it)) and they pulled up some dumbass story about calling everyone gurl (dude idgaf about that)
* d e a d n a m e everywhere, even tho i've also asked to call me a nickname at the very least
* refused to stop calling me bi.tch (?why?)
(* maybe a bit far fetched but it seemed like they were actively looking for opportunities to call me the wrong pronouns)
also they claim to be very scientific but say they're genderfluid... and are a tucute... uhh
yikes

your local gayboy mcfuck, aka the biggest bottom to roam this cursed earth

Lizard appreciation

comment something u lov about my lizard or any lizard in general





(comment something to make my lizard be a smiling happy boi too

song of the month:
Higher > Sivik

reptile of the month:
obama

autistic transmed feels

when literally every single autism positivity or stim blog u find has TRUSCUM DO NOT INTERACT pasted all over it )))

I just follow from my main anyway lmao but still. stop excluding neurodivergent people from neurodivergent spaces just because they disagree w you about trans discourse! stim blogs and autism blogs should b discourse free spaces for all autistics, u fucking fools!

he/him

I like rats

instagram: @rattstaad (spam) or @ratbonezz (main)

Re: why is this entire website in german

What Powers the website is Yooco, which is a German social network maker!

                                                                                     your teeth in my neck

Re: why is this entire website in german

its something im tryna fix idk