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Cas.KingOfTea

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Posts: 50

need to vent

from Cas.KingOfTea on 01/05/2019 12:04 PM

TW: dysphoria, slight mention of suicide/self-harm


i've been struggling with gender more than ever in the last few months. before i started questioning i already felt uncomfortable a lot and shit, but now that i know exactly whats wrong its become worse than ever. in the language i speak, i have to misgender myself constantly. i was going to come out before december but i was too afraid. i cant concentrate at all, because its just bothering me so incredibly much. its interfering with everything, and its hard to stay strong and shit. i cant focus on anything else and i can barely properly do schoolwork anymore. its making my head ache and i've had to do everything to keep myself from self harming. i keep getting intrusive thoughts, and yet i still feel like im not valid enough because im still questioning. i don't know what to do. im honestly so scared. i don't feel like i'm strong enough to do this. at school i came out to 1 person, who turned out to be a tucute and genderfluid. they keep misgendering me and its so painful. they only seem to try to use my preferred name when they're trying to gain something from me. i've asked them not to call me 'gurl' and 'bitch' but they didn't. i just generally feel shitty i guess.

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lemonvore

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Posts: 193

Re: hhhhh

from lemonvore on 01/05/2019 11:18 AM

im almost never home alone so thats kinda out of the question

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Cas.KingOfTea

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Posts: 50

Re: hhhhh

from Cas.KingOfTea on 01/05/2019 11:08 AM

true, but if you can do it when you're home alone, you can maybe practice saying it? not for the video, just so you can feel mre comfortable saying it, that could help with coming out.

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lemonvore

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Re: hhhhh

from lemonvore on 01/05/2019 11:04 AM

that would like,,, involve talking outloud n saying the problem which i cANT do 

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Cas.KingOfTea

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Re: hhhhh

from Cas.KingOfTea on 01/05/2019 11:02 AM

If you're very nervous but want to do it face to face you can make a video and show it to them? I have been making video's explaining it for myself, it is a p good way for some people

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lemonvore

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Re: Doctor Who

from lemonvore on 01/05/2019 11:01 AM

KSKKS I hAVE a like,,, doctor who funko pop figure thing, itd jus the tardis but its still super cool

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lemonvore

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Re: Harry Potter

from lemonvore on 01/05/2019 10:59 AM

i think u mean green ravenclaw

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lemonvore

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Re: Undertale

from lemonvore on 01/05/2019 10:58 AM

GOD i really like undertale but the fandom is so shit cause of the porn its absolutely shit i hate it like can i jus enjoy iy without all that shit

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Cas.KingOfTea

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Posts: 50

Re: Harry Potter

from Cas.KingOfTea on 01/05/2019 10:57 AM

biSH im slytherin

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Cas.KingOfTea

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Undertale

from Cas.KingOfTea on 01/05/2019 10:57 AM

please no porn


ive seen enough glowing dick

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